"Art is on the way!
In July a new exhibition will open. It's directed by art:up and Gardet and it contains material by me as well as my friends and my cousin.
Its subject is Power.
Please check it out at artup.se"
(summer 10)
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"Finally.
My cover is blown. I'm undressing, bursting out of the straitjacket, breathing and coming out!
Hope you’re glad to see me again."
(spring -10)
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"Hello my friends. As you might have noticed this web page has been put on hold for some time now, as has my life. I've got myself an ordinary job and it has infected me hard. The virus is eating its way thru the smudged substance of my brain and it wipes out every possible sign of identity. In order to get my paycheck I have closed down my sexuality, my skin, my hairdo, my speech, my senses, my gaze - I forbid them to react. My clothes are all gone and I wear a shirt now. It's smothering me, like a straitjacket, and it's not in a good way.
I see a handsome youngster on the bus but my mouth wont open, my lips will dry up and my head will be drained of its intense moist. This web page has gone thru the exact termination as all my other visible proof of life - it's frozen scared by the patient longing for money and for passing as something close to normal. I want the love of my mother, of my lovers and of colleagues but I think I'm searching for it at the wrong place. I'm soon too open myself up too you all again. It has to be.
By the way, I saw Slava Mogutin in New York, walking and smiling and beaming at Times Square, with a cute boy hanging around his neck. I so long for meeting him again. I didn’t even dare to whisper "hi". My heart overfluds with trembling and vibrating respect and urge. I don´t know what to do to myself.
If some one else is less clueless - rescue the shit out of me."
(winter -10)
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"This fall I'm traveling to New York, hoping and willing to get some great inspiration. I long to take part of an exciting scene, at the least as a pervertedly close-up viewer.
Some of my foremost role models stay in New York; Marilyn Minter, SUPERM, David La Chapelle, Nan Goldin, Damien Hirst, Terry Richardsson, if I am lucky - maybe even Banksy"
(fall -09)
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"The recent show at Stockholms Kulturhus (July - August) got loads of response. From the audience as well as the media.
I'm thinking of creating a media-archive here on my site. Until then you have to read my own words about my photos and exhibitions."
(summer -09)
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"New material was made during the summer, it lays in my drawer excited and aroused, longing for the daylight. Unfortunately I have just become the owner of a gallery, my own photos will have to wait patiently, just for a while...
The gallery, Stockholms first and largest arena for queer art is called art:up, named after the American ACT:UP movement.
You're most welcome to come check it out! Please visit artup.se for more information."
(summer -09)